And nothing really changes but the weather, and the way people talk.

my brain is too FULL of NOTHING

mood swings, stress, and paranoia are killing my sanity

and i'm about ready to quit this

but i'm kept busy, and don't notice, most of the time

i'm just worried about what happens when i do

notice, that is

how can a head be so empty when it's "learning" so much?

176 days left

the countdown begins

180 days, and i'm done.

the pipes are calling

world on edge, rain's blowing sideways, and gas is back at $4 Fay? what a bitch. and she's delaying the inevitable start stretching stress past it's breaking point I need something loud, busy, and violent to flood my head fill my skull with pulsing distraction, and suffocate brain cells so I can't think. or panic Damnit.

heart of darkness

so it's done, and i'm lost again. it's beggining, 8 more days. i'm spazzing already.